How can health visitors support families after NNU?

Hello, my name is Charlie. I’m a health visitor and practice teacher. I’m also an IVF mummy to a 32 weeker (who is now 5).

I remember my daughter’s delivery as if it was yesterday. My waters began to go whilst I was doing our local child health clinic. I was admitted to hospital and five days later I gave birth to our beautiful little girl, Emma. I was 32+1 and Emma weighed 3lbs, 4oz. Emma and I are very close, she is my little buddy. One thing which still upsets me still, is that Emma was taken from me at delivery and taken to NNU. This was absolutely the right thing for her, but as a new mother, it is very traumatising. Having your baby taken from your arms by her paediatricians was something I wouldn’t wish on anyone.

I had my placenta manually removed in theatre whilst I haemorrhaged four pints of blood. Whilst I desperately tried not to faint, I could see my husband’s face getting paler and paler. He later described the scene as a ‘blood bath’ and that he was worried he would lose me. I knew I would be ok, but from my husband’s point of view, it probably was a bit scary. I could not fault the care that I received. In some ways, it was a blessing having Emma in NNU as it gave me the time to recover and regain my strength.

Emma spent three weeks in NNU. The staff are amazing. They supported me in breast feeding her and were nothing but kind and caring. However, as a mummy, it can be a really boring place to be. Emma slept loads. So other than expressing milk and writing thank you cards, I did not have much to do. As Emma moved through the unit towards discharge, I remember craving to be normal. hv-blog

Finally we were discharged home. I had no experience as a mother, so reverted back to what I knew, my job. So Emma and I went to the child health clinic I used to run. It felt so familiar, but so different. Many of the other mums came over to speak to me. Those who I did not know made comments on how they had never seen such a small baby before. I just wanted to run away. My baby was not something out of a circus show, she was mine and she was beautiful and strong. This familiar, safe place I had been too had let me down. I felt uncomfortable and isolated.

What this has taught me as a health visitor, is that is does not matter what you do for a living, when you are a preemie mummy, you are a preemie mummy. It is ok to grieve for the loss of ‘normal’. It is ok to feel sad that the paediatrician took your baby away and it is ok to feel like you don’t belong and that your baby is different. I am also very mindful of how daddies feel, we cannot forget that they might also grieve and that they too can feel traumatised. Unfortunately we do not see fathers often, but they are a vital part of the family and cannot be forgotten.

We deliver the Healthy Child Programme to all families, but when you’ve delivered early, you might have missed out on the antenatal. We have good relationships with our NNU’s and often visit families in hospital. I know the mothers I have met have been pleased of the company if nothing else. When baby come home, your health visitor will visit you and your baby for your new birth visit. This is an opportunity to explore your feelings and you can discuss with your HV how best she/he can support you. Postnatal depression (PND) affect 1:10 women, but you are statistically more likely to suffer PND if you have had IVF or suffered a traumatic event, including delivering early. HV’s can support you through listening visits and signposting. Please do not feel afraid to speak honestly to your HV. She/he will not judge or criticise. We are just here to support you in being the best parent you can be for you baby. I have put several preemie mothers in contact in my area and they have found great support in each other. If you are keen to meet another preemie mummy, ask you HV is she knows anyone who has a similar story to you. The chances are they do.

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Preemie mummies and daddies are amazing and preterm babies are gorgeous and special. I’m a very proud mother of my preterm and it is true what they say, “Only special people deliver a preterm baby.” 

 

With special thanks to Charlie Woodley, preemie mum and health visitor, offering important words of advice.

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